I Regret.

Lesson Learned.

god, i so hate myself. D:

i hate myself so much right now. i regret what i did so badly, it makes me feel sad :(
but let's start with some happy stuff, okay? :]

hmm..i wonder what happy things happened recently? uhhhh...*silence*. well, i got EXTREMELY WET yesterday!! =D it was raining SO heavily and my dad gave me an umbrella. and guess what? I DIDN'T KNOW WHERE THE BUTTON WAS!! O: i may sound like an in-independent person, but i'm not! =] i didn't know it was below the handle, so..yeah. i got wet. really supercalifragilisticexpialidocously wet. butttt, very yeng lorh~ x)

what else made me happy?? 0_o oh yeahh!!! me & teressa went to CHS Idol auditions justnow!! :D we sang "Never Had A Dream Come True" by S Club 7. yeah, an old song..but still ok =] we sang...quite ok laa. not to say it's freaking bad, or WTF-ly good like Alexis Grace lahh..the judges are nice :D we were the FIRST to sing. the judges said we needed to be more confident & more body language. XD

i also met a new friend while we were waiting! =D

introducing..

Melanie Khoo!!! =]

she lives near my house =D she said she saw me before in one of the neighbour's open house. and, she's one of the seniors in PMO!! :D she knows rachel, i think. @.@


now. let's go on to the things i regret.

1. Never ponteng PMO

I have no idea why, but i just feel so bad for ponteng-ing PMO today. when me and Teressa came out from the choir room, the members were marching. =[ i didn't go last week cuz no one could send me there. and, to make matters worse, i think some of them actually SAW me ponteng. dang that PMO Shirt!! =( now i have to ask my friends about the stuff they learned D: and i don't wanna face Jo Ning next meeting. =( seriously, i'm so sad. T^T



2. Never leave your expensive things to someone else.

when me & Teressa were practicing, i told Natalie to bring my pipa up to the PMO room. she didn't know that she's not supposed to put it there, and it's supposed to go upstairs instead. well, when i wnated to go back home, i asked her where was it. one word: Lost. i was gonna cry!!! what the hell la, my RM1700 pipa is MISSING?! =( that made matters more worse. i already felt guilty for not going to the class, and now..my pipa's missing.

my mom & dad were literally screaming at me. T^T i felt so bad!! my pipa is missing, i ponteng my class. how could this day GET any worse?!

but luckily, my dad sent me back to school to search for it. the tuanzhang allowed me to look for it. then i saw Xue Ying (form 5 pipa senior. she's really nice!). i asked her where was it. she just said:

oh, i put it upstairs for you. you weren't allowed to put it in this room, you know. hehe.

oh gosh. THANKYOUXUEYING!!! =DDDDD

and, Natalie, it wasn't your fault. it's mine. =[


and all fo a sudden, i feel sad again ): can somebody cheer me up? *sigh*





and for Teressa :

*silence*