Saturday, August 15, 2009

I don't know whether to live or die.

The answer to my title is DIE.

Damn it.
What's wrong with me?
I really don't understand.

Sometimes, i just feel so neglected by people.
Even by Meg & Gpreet.

Friends say that i'm like sunshine, the one that always smiles.
Yiyun calls me her star, thanks btw.
But..am i really happy?
I ask that to myself. A LOT of times.

At times, i AM happy, ya know. With family & friends etc.
But i just feel..sad. (not all the time)
I just sit down, and think to myself and wonder if i have ANY true friends.

Maybe that's the problem. Friends.
They don't appreciate what i do for them.
Man, i feel like dying. The more i think about this, the more tears get into my eyes.
Who can save me now, huh?

Or am i just thinking too much.
Too much.

(read the post below, thanks.)

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